YAYY YAYY!

went out to town with my darling huiwen laogong on thursday!

wenta took lotsa neos at cine..((= i tot i saw cannonz-lookalike, and tt tp prostitute. haha ironically i tot of dsmond, but no! the guy beside wasnt him!! WAHAHAH. chey none of my business anw.
then we walked walked walked..hmm
to heeren. bot hairbands. been such a darn long time since i buy them. though i started the unsightly habit of wearing them everyday..*coughcough*
then flitted off to taka.. and couldnt bear to part after a super super short while of reunion..=/
walked her out of taka, and ironically felt very foreign.. in somewhere so familiar.
YES! my foreign BOTAK!

i love the fairy!((:

when will the 4 of us get a chance to come tgt??=/


and and. that moronic tcy had been flirting with my sis for days.
tsk.
CASE CLOSED.
i shant be bothered by any implications stirred up by the both of them. even if theres a turn for the better.

*COUGHCOUGHCOUGH*

eh van
hahahaha
u make me sound like im wallowing in despair or smth.
like we both are..ditched.

ahahahaha maybe..you are? okay joking.
bears arent for you. seriously.
choose a different species or smth thats much taller.
so i can always differentiate u 2 frm far far away..
yea.

err gera.

im not behaving differently
even though
i like this idiot, who is behaving in the same annoying way as me.
so im frustrated.
am i supposed to be?
liked him since mid july. cant just forget about it.
and..its against my policy to like someone who haf feelings for someone else..
but i really question the fact that hes attached. i really really do.
and that news came frm an unreliable source..saying that he has a gf in des sch..chio too.
hmm.
hmmmm. all that came frm a &^@$!&# stupid mentor. i think he twists facts for a living. and still spreads the rumour that my chairman likes me. which has been arnd since the last sem?

EHH. why am i typing all these here??!! we shld meet up and talk. seriously.

and and.
hx says that he was looking at the ground again when i saw him on monday.
thats the second time he did that alr.
my reflex action was
turn away the moment i saw him. [we noticed each other at the same time]
AHHHHHHHHHHHH I SHLD GO AND DROWN MYSELF.

i really haf no idea what hes thinking whenever he look at the ground.
look for money isit! tsk!
even ppl like jeremy and 'alvin'? dun do that...



OH YEAH.
i just realised that the previous posts were all on him. chey.
whats the big deal abt him.

boo.

been..

emoing.

kinda.

so confused.

so frustrating.

a lil infuriating.

motto sunao ni narenai no?

sickening.

but i cant get it off my mind.

=
sighs.

why am i blogging anw?

tsk.

i guess

we both are kinda similar

in character

and frm ur actions..

i can tell.

cos unknowingly i did the same.

but

why cant u just

..

-slaps myself-

i shld go and drown myself.

HEY IM WASTING MY LIFE THINKING OF YOU, YOU STUPID SICKENING PIECE OF CRAP.
idiot.

now ive forgotten everything else i wanted to say.

just changed the layout of my other blog.
dunno whether the taggie's problematic or it doesnt show at all

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haha. thanks for wasting my time man.

sorry i havnt blogged for centuries.

i dont want to hear that hes attached la
cb.
haha.
sorry.
im not trying to be in denial or smth.
i pined for him like nobodis business.
for this stupid guy who doesnt even noe how to talk.
and doesnt behave like himself when im arnd.
doesnt show what hes actually feeling.
doesnt want to let me noe anything.

i dunno whats that.
attitude?
aloofness?
shyness? [HAHA! frm a boys sch]
shy....??? someone frm my class oso frm boys sch ar...
oso kinda holding the same attitude towards me.
but hahaha. sorry la we dun even talk.
im just guessing. he says im dao.[nt to me]
please dun say im dao. IM NOT.

im in fact overly affectionate and passionate and amiable i just dunno how to handle it in an appropriate way that im..... arrr.... errr.
anw.
im supposed to be sleepy.
but just when i think of him it just perks me up.
partly bcos i like him.
partly bcos i really feel like strangling n slapping him awake.
okay haha maybe im just an EXTRA existence in his eyes?
everything he did cld go both ways ryt...
=( i gotta confirm.
getting depressed again.=(( =(((

ANYWAY> more cheerful stuffs =))
-YEA I WANT TO WIN MORE GAMES FRM PEIQI!!!!!
-im a self proclaimed molester
-pooling has bcm frequent due to our CDS. [so ironic that time is supposed to be for projects. tsk]
-YEA KAT IS MY SHIFU!! ((: proud to be her tudi!
-caught peiqi and BF tou qing. rendezvous-ing sia. WAHAHAHA
-tsk..i cant rmb le la. he's ruined my mood.

i think i hafta find some ways to grow taller so that ppl can see me thru the glass 'HOLE' frm the lab doors. i badly need papaya milkshake from ITAS foodcourt also.

isawa, thane, V [where the *** are you??] miss u guys really bloody much!
sighs.

goodie nitie peeps!