me sad me sad =(((
BWAH BWAH BWAHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RARRRR. TSK.

!*^#!&^%^@)(%$^&@

its not the studying.. theyre saying we have to move. ARGH!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
its going to be a chapter of unhappiness.
and adding on to that i was reading the ACCOUNTING LEC NOTES and wanted to puke blood at the horrible and ridiculous errors. the language i mean. nb. ARGHHHH!!!!! i want to kill someone now, and i want to kill this accounting teacher. bloody asshole cant even inform us tut cancelled nbcb fuck la. eh thats not the main point, i forgot what..

ohya im falling into depression soon. then im going to read my psy textbook to cure myself. err. i forgot what i wanted to say again..

my memory is failing me.. not surprising, im getting on age. and ya i miss town a lot. sighs sighs. i was craving for smth sugary since 2 weeks ago? smth to cheer things up. i want strudel too! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! but i got a sweet msg from thane when i got up today. heeeheee. love ya!

tsk tsk tsk.

i lost my one and only beloved pen. im mourning its loss. somebody bless me with one? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
and stupid eric wee nv give me face. i think its because i was asking him a lot of rubbish early in the morning. and speaking of that i was actually early for school that day!!! WOW!!! the number of times im actually early for school can be counted with just one hand ehh. but still late for the 'meeting'? and the number of me crossing the bridge (west gate) isnt as much also. im normally on a suicide mission.

then the next day, friday.. i arrived like 0940? then i saw darren walking out of blk 21. so i stepped inside to find the girls having a picnicright outside the room. thanks jieyi for treating us all!! =D and thanks for all the compliment on my wearing of jeans. im very surprised. HAHA. im nt wearing it often cos my legs arent thin. er..thin. or long. ppl like zeph and gwen and deanne, they look great wearing jeans. arhh and im so short. BOO BOOO.

jia you for exams ppl!

oh ya btw let me share with you something from the psy textbook. according to this psychologist sigmund freud, theres this Oedipus conflict thingy under personality. WHATS OEDIPUS CONFLICT?

AT about age 3, the phallic stage begins, at which point there is another major shift in the primary source of pleasure for the child. This time, interest focuses on the genitals and the pleasures derived in fondling them. wait, i havent gone into the oedipus conflict yet, but it suggests that this psychologist is so wrong, no?

Oedipal conflict: the male unconsciously begins to develop a sexual interest in his mother, starts to see his father as a rival, and harbors a wish to kill his father - as Oedipus did in the ancient Greek tragedy. But because he views his father as too powerful, he develops a fear that his father may retaliate drastically by removing the source of the threat: the son's penis. The fear leads to castration anxiety, which is so powerful that the child represses his desires for his mother and identifies with his father. so stupid right. how can a 3 yr old little kid think so much?

and for girls, Freud reasoned that girls begin to experience sexual arrousal toward their fathers - bring accusations that women are inferior to men - and somehow absurdly leads to penis envy. To Freud, girls seem to wish for the anatomical part "missing" in girls. Blaming their mothers for their lack of a penis, girls come to believe that their mothers are responsible for their "castration".

blah blah. i was laughing when i studied for the exam. this person must be a pervert.

on friday.. during acct tut.
just when i was about to die of hunger,, and wishing that a box of pocky might drop from the sky sometime soon.. goddess jieyi descended and blessed me with one. and van pei-ed me at the busstop, so nice =)

HOORAY! hahaha

saturday..i was mugging acct and doing psy quizzes..
while i was doing..till midnight,, my comp conked up. ta ma de.

today..mugging too. when i was watching anime in the living room ..some monster stepped in frm the door. i can forgive the lunatic dog's barking and the fucking annoying wailings of 3 little little brats 24/7.. but one of them came strolling into my house. LED BY MY MUM somemore. whats with little kids man. OMG. i react to them the same as i do to ants. SHOO SHOO! fragile, annoying, extra, eyesore,, nth good. I HATE KIDS!

and my sis and cousin told me they think the sister of the little boy who came in is CRYING DAMN LOUD. WHY? BECAUSE HER BROTHER WENT INTO MY HOUSE! WHAT THE FUCK. and he went out with a packet of tidbits. wah lao come here kop ppls food.

and if i ever get to lay hands on the damn retarded dog upstairs, itll be dog meat in a minute. its never peaceful with their existence. tsk.

YAY new layout!! i spotted this like a few years ago??

YAY finally all projs except one are all done and over with.

YAY national day!! haha

was an awkward presentation ytd.
i went: uh uh (thinking of what to elaborate)
uh uh (thinking of why im saying so many uhs)
uh uh... (remembered that im suppposed to think of elaboration)
then forget it. next point.

loads of thanks to gab, kat, ly, daniel for MI;
van, mork for pmi and accounting;
anna banana, jy, van for decan;
aishah, dn, van, serene for best competition..

speaking of the competition, i remembered one VERY ridiculous thing.

i was on the very very empty train..
then a couple stepped in~
i accidentally made eyecontact with the BOYFRIEND.
then, something got to the GIRLFRIEND, and she pulled her BF to sit right OPPOSITE me. fine. of all places.
THE MOMENT she sat down, SHE TRIED TO LICK HER BF'S FACE. as if to showoff to me. and after that the boyfriend entertained a few kisses and the girl turned to LOOK at me for a long time like shes trying to prove shes superior or what the shit.

ah fine i watched her show. but she didnt stop. multiply the above process by twenty times..you get the idea. the whole time she kept wrapping herself around the BF like a koala-and-tree relationship and trying to engage his attention by resorting to stupid things like taking out his palmtop/ hp etc out and making him involved in her (and acting that shes OH-SO-INTERESTED) . the whole ride his expression was like so..stressed. then i purposely made eyecontact with the guy, then he immediately brushed her hands off. whoa.

then..i decided to sleep. who wants to be involved in this absurdity. the moment i opened my eyes i noticed that she had detached herself, and sitting like a proper human with hands to herself. BUT THE SEMI-FRACTION OF A SECOND SHE SAW ME AWAKE SHE LOCKED HER ARMS AROUND HIM AGAIN!! i can actually pity her, but shes obviously prettier than me, so whats the deal? shes only making a fool of herself. and not that her boy is oh-so-super-shuai-im-drooling. i dunno how to describe this kind of girl..but only one word comes to mind - slut. chey.