saw a bird (mynah). flat. in the middle of a street beside a mosque.

feathers neatly pressed (on the ground) . i feel so sorry for it. it was there for days. no blood.

i dont know whether to take it away or not. but i dont wish to ruin the 'whats-left-of-it'

but after a few more days it was gone.

saw a cat lying beside an expressway exit. NOT flat.

if a driver sees a person lying there theyd be getting for help right? if they see a cat there wont be any response. i so wish i could move it aside to the grass or smth. once i saw a pigeon (i think) gettng hit by a car. that driver didnt bother to stop or do anything..but the one behind him did. placed it on the sidewalk. humane.


once i saw this ran-over frog lying on its back with some slimy things..intestines on its belly area. on the way to crescent. sun wasnt out yet. didnt see clearly. i dont wish to either.

people, if you see snails in the middle of any path please gently push them so theyll retract into their shells and move them to the other side where they are heading to or wat. keep them out of danger if youre a kind soul. dont step on them please, or try to kill lizards (PLEASE lizards are so timid theyll fly away when they see you if they could. just shoo them away with something la. plus, theyre so cute hahahah. the small ones i mean.)

ive been talking about animals like.. anyway. its the right thing to do waaaaaaaaaat.

why should they be killed for nothing theyve done wrong? they dont commit crimes or anything like that. dont kill just because you have the means to do so.

renmin sent a clip on animal cruelty right? i dont wish to see that. ive seen one related clip. thats enough.

i dreamt of a black/white tabby and her kitten.
background was..some place from a big part of my past. dark.

then scene moves to the road. the little kitty is chasing after something but couldnt quite get it with the paws. i saw it from a distance and was thinking whether i could make it in time to grab it off the road and to save it from the incoming cars. 2 cars drove past (!!!) HAHA surprisingly the cars like..didnt hit the kitten at all.

so i promptly took it off the streets and it started following me around. so I WENT into some supermart looking for cat food for it. went to the section where its supposed to be around.. of course it was nowhere in sight (dream wat, so expected). kitty is still following me. so i carried it out..tried to find smth edible but all the shops down the stretch seemed to be all closed. finally i spotted the only coffee shop open. i went in and bought...

ahaha i shall stop here.

damn lame. i still remember the continuation. i think this dream popped up because of that time i saw the kitten downstairs. these stray breeds seem to be not furry at all when theyre young huh. and also, i noticed that a small can of cat food costs like $1+. so tempting i wanna buy it for the little strays i see.

FYI the cats around my area makes all sorts of noise at night. from all the fighting or all the fking. lol.

BTW BTW BTW. since pq mentioned it.. lemme tell everyone smth. the over-friendly jordan once warned van abt bastard (in the beginning of sch). saying that hes not a gd person, advisable not to go too close. PFFT. INSIGHTS FROM SOMEONE WHO WAS PART OF HIS PAST!! see. i was never a biased person. i swear.

When you get a pet, you are buying a friend, and not a toy.

They are not born to entertain you nor get locked up in their cages.

You need to give serious thoughts on how you can provide the same kind of attention that your pet can give you.

Out of 24 hours, how long WILL you spend with them? Please don't think they are there to amuse you, and thats the only time you will spend with them. You need to set aside a period of time to PLAY with them.

They need loads of sayang-ing. And don't be afraid of bites initially. Getting angry at that proves that you are not mature enough. Those little ones which are normally caged should also be let out daily. If you can get frustrated being at home, they can feel the same way too. Have the thought of them being bored or any what-ifs come across your mind everytime you step out of the house?

It's a life, it has priority. Treat them as equals because humans are not any superior than animals. Your family should also know well enough to take good care of them in your absence (at home).

It just irritates me to hear some ppl go: it's just like that..animals fall sick so often. just leave it. they'll recover soon.

If you do enough research and pay enough attention to them, you should really act appropriately, and fast.

It's all about giving and receiving love, people.

ANIMAL RIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you are humane, that is. those who cage birds are just some ego-centric, stick-in-the-mud, crinkly old men who think the world revolves around them. to hell with that. they have no right to take away freedom of anyone.

continuation!

this appears to be my 300th post.

i saw jing wen at last year's BOTY.
saw karen at cine's funk nation, which is that event at the end of last year. she was up there competing in hiphop. hmm i cant remember her surname. she used to have yazzie's kind of explosive hair..and for as long as i can remember she was really tall. i think she shrunk, big time. jing wen was nowhere to be seen.. and surprisingly she could recognise me. the long haired now keeps short hair while the short-haired now keep it long. the boyish one turned girly..

that reminds me. doesnt it bother you to have guys refering to you as 'girlfriend'?
a girl would go 'girlfriends', 'guy friends'.
a guy would go 'friend', 'girl (with or without space) friend'

&@$^@%#*

ive been really high these days i keep laughing.
while i was on the line with meesiam [ng christina.. who doesnt want the world to know that her name is lee siam] asking if i could go in and present, i started laughing non-stop after van cut in with what-i-cant-remember. then there was silence. me: err..hello? can i present now? meesiam: huh? oh..you come in in 5 minutes time.

btw ppl, try not to jaywalk at the west gate on rainy days. on top of the cars, the wet ground is a hazard.

tuesday there were police wearing the bright BRIGHT green jacket (cos it was raining), some ppl were just blind and just crossed the road. i was wondering how come that police nv catch that guy..then i realised they do it after they reached the opposite side. -___-

HI ALL! some late updates..

thanks lots to my sweet sweet classmates for the well wishes, and especially KAT for the sexy chocolates! omg kat, i didnt know a person can get so cute u know! all kinds of haircut look good on you can. im so jealous.

surprising meesiam didnt throw some bitch fit on the last day of last year.
and while i was presenting to her halfway after reciting my story she asked me questions. smth like an interview. thought she was quite pleased with it la hohoho she just cut me off and said happy new year to me. pfft

after thattt..

BBOYING EVENT AT CINE!!!! i love such events.
before that, went Estellar [okay ive forgotten how to spell it..] and there was this really cute guy at the counter..a bit too old la, but can tell hes indonesian.

THEN =) =) =) i tell you ive got my eyes on certain ppl from FUYO..
shhhh. shhhh. other than the small alex (my known favourite).....

i like the big one too. HAH. i shall keep it to myself.

i find them so so hot when they do their stuff.

hah all crews are so affliated its so easy to find them on friendster. other than this kind of purpose i dont do anything else with it.


FIRST DAY OF 2008. I slept till don't know when. breakfasted at 5pm. forget lunch. dinner at 11pm. before that, went specially to AMKHub in search of ANNA BANANA's prezzie. now then i know that amkhub is actually full of nothing. I think its the best bet to buy food for her instead. haagen daz? tio glutton? famous amos? NYDC?



SECOND DAY OF 2008 (WEDNESDAY)
i woke up early to go for EPS briefing. late for 20 mins. LT empty. i promptly dismissed the possibility that it might be next door instead. one guy came along and went into LT40, then checked out LT 39 (AND WENT IN). My feet didnt cooperate la, my brain half asleep alr. bye bye. i went to hand up my reports, thats my purpose actually.

THIRD DAY OF 2008 (TODAY, THURS)
kit's msg came at the same time as my alarm. if she didnt msg me i'l just switch the alarm off subconsciously and...
late for half an hour only and meesiams lec ended. whoa lao. slack sia.

ok i shall resume listening to irene.